I am made of air

Im at the top of the world

Walking around on the sinking snowy air

Misty gods and shaking spirits surrounding

Strong winds begin to curve the landscape

The horizons are still ever sloped

All is silent and cool

Ice remains like natures lightest mountains

Monuments to my quiet mind

Clouds fjord-like reach across the plain

Slow echoes

In dreamlike disappearance

We walk together

Forceless nature is ever blue

Scapes and shapes

Feint and ever dreamt

Shakily

I breathe in.

Ma 'Ong Wa

A symmetric pattern
Combed hair and facial expressions
Single sided mind matters
In lakes and snow draped eyesight
Its my tastebuds
The anticipation of a light feeling
Reeling from castigation
Menstruation of language repetition 
I see you, map of life
You are hungry for my future
So what is not yet to come?
Is it imperative to feel tense
About something caused by perfection
Scales and dance steps
My ripe fingers claw keystroke patterns
Originality
Deconstruct
I am the diver, doven over and sewed up
So my side is wishful and hopeful
I am indebted with movement
And as my body breaks down
I crawl back to my chair
I will never walk again
My feet will only brush the ground
My morality works against material
I hope you know that we are each to our own
And extremes are extreme
It is true when he said ‘middle way’;
So each to their own we shall go
It is this medium that makes me shake
I am a ritual dancer
Without money
But in that old console
Dreams fulfilled
Day to day
This is my strange path
But it isn’t yours
So you were right all along!
You are growing indirectly
Endowed with knowledge
Not wise yet
Don’t save too much
Don’t work too hard
Don’t look back
We are middle class
Balanced.

Tell Me Brother

Floorboards

And cold rushing air

Similar beats and sirens

Lying low in the lowlands

Riding off the high

Shes lying 

And I will be taking the fall.

So can I put this to rest

After three years

And still recurring nightmares

Whilst you are happily married

What reason did you have

To blame me completely?

Still I am wondering

What happened in those last months

This last area of my heart

And I am still victimised

So vindicate me

So I can put this to rest.

Tell me brother

What did she do?

Life is great, what great moments

I uh cant breathe

Ellipses a smile breaks out

AK I rain okay

Face main lines and frames

its raked

And I’m running

Streaming and screaming

An escape

Elation

It beats me how and why

People scare in the darkness

Infinite happiness

Rooftop running

Headspinning

Be late

Better never escape

Caiman

Scaley face

Gaping time

Turn around and running home

Be happy be happy

Safety in flight

Cold rushing air

Hahaha!

AK I RAIN OKAY!!!

Realism

We are humans
And nothing has a more profound impact on us
Nothing else holds more influence
I am certain
Nothing will ever be more decisive
Than sex drive
This is what will govern my direction in life
All falls short in the face of company
All fails me in favour of instinct
There is nothing more ruthless than passion
As, in crushing our lives together
This wonderful desire for love
Allows us to forget for a moment
The ultimate oneness we are a part of
The nothingness that unites us
So I will listen to my heart beat faster
As I come closer to falling in love
And I know
This is the time I can spend smiling
Before time ends, and tears me apart
And i am indestructible again
Atomised
And in acres of space
I will look forward to caring
As, until then
I will have not a care in the world

Dharmasattva

What if we are bodhisattvas?
Now can I be still,
Stay quiet and smile?
Why dharma,
When duty is binding?
What if we are made of gold?

Gyalpo Pehar

Its as real as you want it to be
Its on fire
Its this essence of reality
Avowal of protection
Its real.

Jowoje

Atisha said
Just be kind
Everything is calmer now
Silent and kind.

The violence of life

Fires burn inside us
Screams and shouts and upset minds
Fiercest eyes
Your flickering hearts
This family you create
Don’t shatter that splintered door
She spits and scars
He frightens our careful hearts
Co-inhabit these inhibitions
She prohibits
He lifts the ban
Upstairs I am silent
And wonder how lucky we are
Soft hushed voices now
Doused and drawn down
Spells we formulate
Spires we aspirate
Just love left
All held close
No one will die just quite yet.

Some dance in the mist.

Ghostly world
I am Preta losing focus
I am gone far
What do we do?
We search for treasures unknown
Heaving sands apart
Here is terma uncovered
I am Preta
Far gone
A whisper
Never found
I am less mist
A reminder in dim light
Our loved ones
Will become Tertons.

Blue Throat

Building up
Call me a shocker
My Khara
A vela
Stare at me
Samudragupta
Harsher than Vardhana
You think on deva
My palms the king ender
Rajendra Chola
River flows faster
Tigerseye
Simhadeva
Shivaji conquers
Heart stoppers
Oh kings stood together
In calmer destruction
Consumed
Nilakantha.

Natural Impulse

I am the sky
Empty
Plain
And in the nights
Either clouded
Or cold
In quiet shadows
A striking history revealed.

Hyperbole

Everything is inconsequential
We can act how we want
But even action has no meaning
So why act at all
Stay still and
With a wry smile
Know kindness is calmer.

All Incredible

Honestly?
Life is hard
But I always smile every day
Because I walk home to a place with food waiting
And a family that has my back no matter what
This is life
This is my smile I cant stop smiling
And every time you see me angry
You know you aren’t in my family
You aren’t living on your own
Where is your good life?
What is your own life?
The sun is a factor for sure
But at some point in the day
Every day
I have to breathe deeply and ask myself
Why people want me to stop being me?
This is me
This is living
Please
Start living on your own
Be brave
Don’t take it out on me that you can’t find your strength
Find hope
If you cant find any, look harder
And closer
Look at your fantastic body running itself
Look at the warmth on your clothed skin
Look at the food in your stomach
Look at your ability to stand upright
And walk inch by inch
And see colour
And fly in your mind
And explode in oceans and rhythms
And lose yourself
And hide
And crawl
And collapse entranced
Retrace memories
Laugh at old stories
Feel the wind on your face
Count your teeth
Mix your emotions
Mess up your hair
Face forever
And laugh
This is all incredible.

Honest One.

I cannot deny who I am
Hate me
Do what you want
Give what you take
Fight what you love
Trail along
Furnace your mind
Wish you were care
Stamp on my arms
Twist and crush
Fear me
Honest one
I am far beyond
FEAR ME
I AM
HONEST ONE.

Roar

I am shamanic
Inside this heart
Tribal fires
Wide eyes
Painted skin
I am Aztec
I am Quetzalcoatl
Everything in me
I live on the highest plateau
I am tattooed, naked, burnt
I am kayo, tyro.

Capacity

And well I said photograph
Sitting in the bare sunlight
No filters for the firefighters
I wonder what everyone thinks
Push for freedom
Relying on others
Healthy oats
What do people see?
Cracks on the surface?
A movement of entropy?
It felt to me like a best friend
Otherwise nearer than far
Plywood planes float in the thermals
And learning stretches its legs in blades of grass
There is nowhere
Nobody ultimately goes inside
And far from the coliseum
Compromise and coercion
Everything eventually fades further
Everything falls apart
Beyond this God is the only hope
And God isn’t around.

No Lie, Godless.

I don’t blame you for not letting go
We were built for addiction
Involved in motion, great ocean
So I know, you will never escape
So I will never burst open
Nor skyless, unless giants engulf
Ecstatically we make stands
Crystallized, else lying in embers
This is his great divorce
And reaching down with a whisper
We swear and fall hard
New life in new memories
And new birth is new hurt
As born again we curse
And borne no gain
To such crises, life cycles
And hate breeding hate
Makes breathing hard, and late
Some trickery still creeps, under oath
Superlatives curl off tongues
But we know only this:
Nothing!

Res Rescindere

Senior partner
Coat hanger
Songwriter
Comb over
Pulled hair
Outsourced
Gain empire
Hate
A scape rape
Final argument in arrangement
Infectious
A frame mainframe
The wirey hair that games play
Simple tongue
Oral cave
Mantra ray
Beam be existing
Be hate
Be fair
Enraged
Engorged
Constant contour
Organ or bone
Or bore or more thorough
Sentiments or figments
Regalia
Historia
Fantasia
Misnomer
Calamity
Fictitious
Loot coarse grain
It rained
Last night
I woke up
In sweat
We did in dreams
What lovers do in hate
It was eight
It was nine
Body throw
Ochre body
No hollow sound
Howl
Arrangement gaze
Ogre
Filigreed mansion
Cavitied teeth
Co burst ignite
Berated or sunk
Quivering Harare
Furore Arrore
Bowed and ignored
Siblings gold chained
The watertight dead
Embedded
Whirled
Dervan court risen
Misanthropy
Hidden
The killers
We fuck
We fuck them
We are
Sorry
For fucking them.

K.O. Tyro

Acid explosions
Contract apple eyed motion
Simmering intact
Tremors crack vaults
Earthquake assaults
Eliminated impaired
Misdemeanors implored
Cast in iron
Overwrought.

A Good Night Without Fear

I’m awake in war
And I am a wreaked force
Trembling first
Fiercely cutting, cut down around other towns
I am amassed and destructed
Concealed, Forgone, fragmented from peace
Filigreed, fractured, composted coccyx
I was once that khenpo, so canvassed
Now so low, harassed bowed and arrowed
I will remain masterful
Whilst face down in embers and cinders
Lying on the roof
Lying in the palate
Costal movements breed costal crewmen
The cost of life
Lines in the mind
Spliced trim trampled thin, the accost and tossed
Oh can we all call for peace
Fierce feet
Burning eyes
Cambered hearts
The artists of war
Make it end for the insignificance that circles around the earth
Interred and finalized
This is burial
Mastered burial
Many lives
Many minds
Emptied
For what?
The allies and archways,
Heavens in the dirt
Pissed off and burnt
Choices made for mantis prey
This accident
Lo fi occident
East meets west in a burst of blame
Insistent in cane sugar, tea stains, fuck you
First world comes first
From first comes last
In phrase comes filth
But in this truth, more than mist
Miss world, be brave
Incarcerated, beauty bound,
Duty?
Still not found
Oh say what you will
Minds may love
And minds make plenty,
Scare tactics in tic tacs
Buy it all, but sex for naught
The five noughts, salary versus shawl
Oh skip me a beat
We will all be lying in our beds one morning
Causing for mourning
Bruises running like shoulders shunning
No you may not
You may not
Soak up your eyeballs and emptify
Pontificate
Disestablish
Do what you need to
Disarm
Broken bombers, rusted round curses
No need no care rarity
Rarity is a thing bound by air
And high up here,
The skies let us know we will be free
Heaven, the muster of minds
Minds
So cambered like this mountain edge
Bold like insects controlled
And dreaming of the future
Destined for the past
Code broke
So ends life
In a shift
Suddenly, smoothly?
Smothered in affection
Mothered in affliction
Only know this:
No one knows what’s next
No one knows,
Hexes
True heat
Gifts given
Gall bladders
Soaked sun
Young guns
Empty hearts
Mixed up confusion
When I come to
It will be to life again
After death is after meth
After dead is after life
After all is dirt
And no more will instant values be dusted off
Dust to dust forgot
That dust is cleaned by shant and must
No fuss
Just dead comprehension
Fiveness is oneness
Oneness is nilness
Nilness is stillness
Always near
Close whispers
Closed eyes
A good night
Without fear.

Somber

Sowing comment
So end limerick
So far reaching earth
So bullring coaxed in
Sobered up so fucked up
So don’t know
Soda will never happen
So let me know
So I can fuck off to Korea
Somber.